6 months had past since i stopped blogging,time past really fast.i was happy to see that i had gradually improve my english results which is the most important subject to promote to sec4.I knew that inorder to improve you will need to put in alot of effort and its essential to read storybooks as there will be lots of new words you can learn?this had made me fall in love with reading english books especially those that are related to murders and emotional ones.
after improving my english,i found out that my chemistry was also as bad as my english.i really wanted to improve but the problem was that i dont like writing the chemical formular it is really confusing.can someone please tell me how to study for chem?
these 6 months i had really figure out alot of things that i usually dont think.since the parting with that girl i started to feel nothing and the feeling which i used to have for her?thats a good sign to me so that i could concentrate more on studies.
ok i will stop writing from here.hope that i csn promote to sec4 express by the time i update my blog?=)

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Everything just happen so fast.half month passed and i had bad results.what should i do to improve my english.i just hate my english results!no matter how i hard i tried i would still end up failing in the end.what happen to me i also dont know?am i too stupid to hold on this feeling for such a bad girl...i just really dont know and understand why am i doing this?
WHAT IS EXCATLY LOVE?i think i already got the idea of it.maybe i can share this with people i can help?ahaha all exams and breaking apart from loves one wasnt suppose to happen in drama series?i will stop thinking of that girl from now on !i need to buck up on english and other subjects ,i want to get back my good results that i used to have!
lets all work hard to acheive what we want in life.AIM for your goals.my goal is to get into a laywer course in poly or jc.which is impossible?but to me nothing is impossible if you dont even try so i will work very very hard to obtain it!=)JIAYOU!

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ah why i feel so hurt.i am being backstabbed by my best friend.he was the one that i used to trust not too long ago but now everything change....
why?heaven is so unfair i love soeone and that person also love me but why cant we be together.the truth is finally out it was actually the backs where my friend behind stealing her away from me .now thats the time i told myself why am i so trusting to friends?what are friends for ,nobody can really be mine best friend anymore.i felt so hurt as if my heart was being plunged in by two knifes why my best friend need to do this to me.i just cant figure out.
why is loving someone so diffcult ,i wan her i really wan to keep her to myself.but i am indeed very selfish but who doesnt want to keep the love ones to their own.people do make mistake i know but this mistake is really unbearable i cant talk myself to accept it.maybe i will be numb to my foes feelings towards mine best friend ...
love is complicated i know but as for me to me the define of love represents the token of trust between each other ,you maybe have hurt someone but because you love him too much you will try to keep him instead of letting him go.what is she thinking i really dont understand i gave the needs to heal her heart but what did i get in the end is nothing but all the hurting and injuries.
anyway i have nothing to say about the best friend of mine ,what he wan to do is his own problem i wont give any danm care to it anymore ! lets just hope that i will slowly forget her ......

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i am going for takewondon competition.tomorrow is the day,i have been waiting this day!Aiya,die haven prepare and think what kind of kicks or tatic i can use it on my opponent?is my opponent going to be fierce,strong or expert?dont care,dont think just do your best to beat your opponent down .this was what i thought,it may not be real....
woke up early in the morning.not exactly very early around 9am ?my brother really is a lazy bum,i woke up already he still in bed.hai....nothing i can do with him.finally i manage to wake him up,kicked and slapped his butt until he cried.later,we prepared and check everything make sure that we bring along our essential stuff for competition.set off,ran towards the destination.about 10 mintues we reached,everyone was waiting for us .seeing that we are the only "late comers"they turned their backs around and looked at us .i was clever ,shouted "eh why all looking around at us,go do your warm up".the leader lead us through out the whole warm up excercises.
less than a minute,the bus arrived.we boarded and proceed on with our destination.i was singing songs all along in the bus?the trip was about 45mintues.arrived and walked in to mayflower primary school with abit of pride,walked up the stairs.by that time,i saw lots of people getting warmed up and doing basic kicks.i was getting really scared ,thinking that i will get a silver instead of gold?
finally,after long waiting of bout fighting .its my turn,went down and have mine warm up.my coach taught me lots of different combination of kicks...like double turning kicks ,double turning plus slamming kick.its my turn ,my name is called out.i finished my last set of warm up kicking and went up to register for my name list.report and settle down with my opponent bout no 103.at first ,my opponent sat beside me wanted to talk to me i repiled and smiled politely to him ...i was really hot and stuffy plus i need to put on mouth guard wow thats really disgusting hate it man....
its my turn,we started the match.my mind was blank untilthe refree said start in japanese and i stuned and went in straight using turning kicks and slammingkick all the way.ha...guess what i got 7points and there my opponent also got 7 points dann it .he was like mad bull giving me two high turning kicks on my face that gave him a score of12 and thats goes the end of me...ko!wow...his kick was soild.
post more on the feelings of my lost next time.....

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ha.post to pevent blog from rotting =] Sec3 is really stress lots of homework ,cannot go out stay at home for revision.hai.........so sianz?it had been one week since school reopen,i was looking forward to my new teachers and subjects.
Times files,happy and bad things start to appear in life.SAD to say that after the week we were all required to go for sec 3 camp.people like me will hate going for it .under this circumstance i will go,went back home and let my mum sign that stupid dann edusave form.wait till that day finally come?
today is the day of my sec 3 camp,hai....i really dont wish to go .i will post more about the camp when i am free .........bye!=}]

Guess what i sat 360 degree thrill ride,it was the most amazing mission of my life .i never had the courage or chance to sit it.When i was young ,only can stand still and watch those people riding on the thrill ride ,nervous and the exciting face of them not fearing that they would fell down and crashed to the ground.firstly ,the thrill ride will start by moving it continueously slowly swinging the whole thrill ride to the top of the highest level and dropped your jaws and felt as if you were being hang over the top for a moment this time you will feel that death was approaching you !i was really young at that time so i will eventually come to the worst thinking of what would happen to me if i were to be them "hanging"on top .....
Due to some special reasons when i come to malaysia on the second day ,went to sunway laggon for some water splashing and adventurous ride.As for the reasons i cannot excatly reveal it out.Builded up my courage faced the thrill rides bravely,as for my aunt (felicia) actually agreed beforehand that she would be playing it with us ,throughout the queueing and waiting she saw the viking ship swinging on to the top like turning a whole one round .thats was an natural reaction if anyone would see such a "high"level of thrill rides.she retreated and left the courage war timidly as if she was a rat avoiding from the cat>It also applies to someone which was a 'timid sister'.Nevertheless we were brave took up the challenge ,waited for our turn patiently.Finally it was our turn ,faced the 'HELL OF GATE' walked up to one of the solts that consists of 5 person .we sat down and pulled the 'protecting thingy ' down against our body,for a moment it was noisy .Not too long ,it started and we swung slowly but fastly to the top .soon we already swung ourselves on to the very very top of it paused there for a moment but it seems to pause very long .At that time,i was actually very scared and fearing that i would endanger my life ,except heart beat pumping very fast as if it is popping out ,face turned as pale as a white piece of paper.the ride was like moving around for a very long time,seems that we were going round twice.hai.....ride stopped.finally i can let out a sigh of relieve.came down from the ride went back to meet my aunt and my cousins,she said that i was faking actually i was scared like hell but i put up with it trying to cover the frightening and fear side of mine.later my uncle continued,he said my face was really scared and maybe fainting.i then protested and said nope it was just that i am not use to it .
The whole day we all having fun at sunway lagoon theme and adventure park.The most thrilling ride was i sat both different type of 360 degree ride.one was a water splashing thrilling ride ,that was when everybody hated going up the snake mouth needed to muster enough strength to hold on the bar but the slope was far too steep couldnt take it but the unlucky thing was my brother suggested to sit infront so when going up the slope my brother just put all his body weight on my cousin zen i was right behind her ,behind me was the 'timid sister' trying to stop me from falling backwards by pushing me back to zen .After the slope ,there comes the fun part we were like being stopped at there suddenly a great pushing force just push us down the slope all of us were like zooming down to the big patch of water as we reached to the bottom of it water was being splashed vigorously making our whole body wet like a 'drenched chichen '.The ride ended soon enough,making our way back to find my aunt and uncle.
Time files,time to go home!before that we all went to played the 'superman slide' and'ghostly slide'.I still liked playing the 'superman slide' best.=)FIRST TO GO,FIRST TO REACH.went to shower ,had an unpleseant aurgument with my brother due to some reasons.Everyone gathered together ,my little cousin max then complained that he was hungry showing his 'blacky' and 'moody' emotion and face to us .left that place happily .Placed our things in the back boots of my uncle car.walked to a nearby restaurant ,happened to passby a chinese restaurant but my aunt wanted the two of my cousins to eat rice .NO choice but to go dine in a japanese restarant .i was actually grinning joyously away ,wanting to go to dine in a japanese resturant for so long.went into it,sat down on a big table .started to browse through the menu wondering which dishes were nice.still i ordered a chicken kastydon rice ,ate some of the sushi while waiting ,drank green tea and the meal ended peacefully .i myself love to eat sushi alot so i will always ask my friends out for sushi buffet at 'sake sushi resturant in singapore which only costs you $17.50.The meal should costs quite costly,anyway thanks for giving me a big treat i really enjoyed it.

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actually i decided to leave my blog dead nowonwards.nothing to post , lazy and busy.since i dont want to leave my blog dead for such a long time so 'Today' i decided to post .
lets talk more about the problem i faced during the school days throughout my life in secondary 2.
It is a long story,take almost 5days 5 nights to say finish.During the days at school i was like a foolish boy staring and playing around with my friends everyday.until exam approaching soon then i started to worry about my subjects and many other things more.stress come upon me ,doing my last minute revision not enough time to revise everything.In the end ,my results were badly done only scored 2 A1 for maths and chinese.English was nearly failing ,almost dropping to fail grade only obtained 50marks just nice to go to 3E.
AFTER all these 'retribution 'that i recieved i decided not to do last mintue revision when i promote to 3E.I would put determination and study to my hardest for next year and will not bring disappointment to my parents anymore.My goal i set was to pass my english well and do extremely well for all my subjects!
Yan zhou and angeline are both my best friend i really treasured them .not to forget the friends in Shuqun too zara ,clarine and amanda lots and lots of my friend...i enjoyed the days we spent together,laugh and smile together.i would put all of these beautiful memories in deep of my heart .

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