Monday, April 27, 2009
the worst day of my life
ah why i feel so hurt.i am being backstabbed by my best friend.he was the one that i used to trust not too long ago but now everything change....
why?heaven is so unfair i love soeone and that person also love me but why cant we be together.the truth is finally out it was actually the backs where my friend behind stealing her away from me .now thats the time i told myself why am i so trusting to friends?what are friends for ,nobody can really be mine best friend anymore.i felt so hurt as if my heart was being plunged in by two knifes why my best friend need to do this to me.i just cant figure out.
why is loving someone so diffcult ,i wan her i really wan to keep her to myself.but i am indeed very selfish but who doesnt want to keep the love ones to their own.people do make mistake i know but this mistake is really unbearable i cant talk myself to accept it.maybe i will be numb to my foes feelings towards mine best friend ...
love is complicated i know but as for me to me the define of love represents the token of trust between each other ,you maybe have hurt someone but because you love him too much you will try to keep him instead of letting him go.what is she thinking i really dont understand i gave the needs to heal her heart but what did i get in the end is nothing but all the hurting and injuries.
anyway i have nothing to say about the best friend of mine ,what he wan to do is his own problem i wont give any danm care to it anymore ! lets just hope that i will slowly forget her ......
Labels: betrayed of true love
